tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-08-28:1712226 The ceiling gazer The ceiling gazer 2012-11-21T12:46:43Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-08-28:1712226:12833 2012-11-21T12:43:11Z 2012-11-21T12:46:43Z public 0 There's a lot of horrible stuff going on in the world, and they make my own concerns seem trivial and insignificant. I don't know whether to continue dwelling on the mess that's inside my head, or turn my attention outward.<br /><br />I feel like my inner world is collapsing, burying along with it my now-dwindling tendency to introspect, imaginary strangers and incidents and nooks and crannies, the little things I used to collect in my metaphorical pocket and treasure like rare keys to the alien outside world ... <br /><br />Is this what they call &quot;growing up&quot;?<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=ruinsight&ditemid=12833" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments