For some reason (whatever unforgivable reason it is because I'm supposed to be studying), I'm bored. And I'm afraid of being bored this semestral break, which will be my last one. I plan on reading, studying, jogging, playing video games and cooking to fight off the boredom. But I'm scared of being overtaken by another bout of inertia. That time where I have nothing to even think about makes me agitated, anxious.

I seem to have gotten over the depression, but the anxiety still creeps up to me sometimes. Before I go to bed I can't help but think of things that I'll be doing the next day, the events that will result from what I did and what I didn't do....

I find it hard to deal with, so I'm thinking of sleeping on it. No, wait. I can't even sleep, my medication still won't let me sleep.